Obviously blogger hasn't heard any of my cries.
No picha, again..

Just found out something freaky.
I was examining my naval piercing.
Then I realised the stud is actually in my tummy.
LIKE OMG. It's like.inside.my.tummy. Thinking about it makes me feel like a retard...

Gosh, Friday's coming coming coming.
Hopefully I can clean up my cui steps by then AH!
Bangbang, we're beautiful and dirty rich.

I'm so gonna catch Stranger Than You, an Okto's documentary.
About children leading bizarre lifes across the globe.
Caught a glimpse of a sumo kid wrestling+
a rollerblader doing a full split while she's skating. Dope!

Scar xo

This is going to be a really just-for-fun post which might make no sense at all to you
but it's everything of me. You might even get bored or doze off or just navigate yourself away
before finishing half of it. So think twice, don't wanna read? Byebye.

After reading my own Facebook note again ( which I just deleted a while ago, too bad if you didn't catch a glimpse of it ), I decided to look back and rake up the past.
My fourteen fine years, oh boy I sound like an old granny though I'm not even allowed into NC16 movies yet. Don't laugh!

I'm not going to talk much about my first 4 years because apparently I don't remember much.
Only memories were going to Genting frequently and the fact that I'm Malaysian so I spent my first 1 to 2 years before coming to SG there, under the care of my Dad's elder sister.

Kindergarten was memorable I must say.
I had a bestfriend named Theresa.
We lost contact untill last year ( Miracle ! Ok maybe not since SG is so small. )
Not as close as before though.

I liked a boy named J, ( ew bad taste....feel like killing myself nowww ) but he didn't like
me so I looked out of my window and prayed to the stars at night hoping he would like me someday.
But he didn't in the end so people please don't pray to the stars, tried hard but failed.

There was an incident I remember clearly as well, I took a pair of scissors and snipped off
a little bit of my fringe ( mind you I was already having bangs ), and when my classmates
cheered and laughed, I snipped more and eventually got reprimanded by my teacher and my Mum came down.

First day at Evergreen Primary, I met Hazel, my new bestfriend.
And Alicia was unfortunately my love rival and we fought for C. ( shes gonna kill me haha)
She lost btw and I lost interest in C and went for N. Puppy luv.
I went through alot with Hazel though I'm starting to forget the details but
I do remember her as a really sweet and nice bestfriend. ( miss you babe! )

Joined Netball at Primary 3, Mrs Tong ( who was still Ms Koh at that time ) called
for a few ofus and told us that she felt we had the potential and all.
As time passed, Ainsley, Monessha and alot more came in.
I worked my way up slowly, from a reserve to a main player.
Wing Defence, i remember was my favourite position aside from playing GS with Ainsley.
We trained hard and our greatest accomplishment was 3rd in Nationals.
Apart from all the conflicts, they're the best team mates, friends and sisters you can ever get.
I miss going on trips to Malaysia and Australia (L).

Ooooh one more thing, I remember being really horrible when I was P6.
A few guys thought that they were really funny and went around calling girls whores or prostitutes. Ok primary school crap but when they got to me, I got extremely pissed off with them and got
Adeline to help me teach them a lesson, she came with her friends and sister.
There was a big commotion and bang, police came.

First day at AI, I came with a very typical "ahlian" face, thats what they say.
Limin attempted to lend me a pin to clip up my dangling bleached brown fringe but I
insisted that I don't want it. Haha unfriendly me.

A girl caught my attention, she had a really irritating face,
first thing that came to my mind " walao eh, why my class got this kind of ppl "
and she was Jamie. HAHAHA she disliked me too btw. Irritation at first sight!

I provoked many and disliked many.
First few months was disastrous untill I met YJ,
and slowly built friendships with those I provoked.
Still thankful for everything he did for me hee.

Not interested in the CCAs this school offered so I was left with no choice,
but to take netball once again. Didn't feel like working with new team mates though.
Played under the C div and I did not bother to work hard at all.
Everything came easy, thanks to the trainings I had during Primary school.
Time passed and it was enjoyable at times.
I miss those heart to heart talks with Elaine and crapping with Sheryl and Sufiah.

Suddenly there was a big change in my life........

Limin told me about how fun her dance camp was and all,
and I had this sudden urge to join dance just to escape this sport ( for 5 years )
Honestly to me, dance was just slacking and aircon. Hahaha.

Tada, I was in Modern Dance! With absolutely zero techniques.
I just went wow at everything everyone else could do.
Splits, turns, even the most pathetic using of both hands to touch the ground while standing.
I couldn't do any of that but I didn't care much.

SSA had this CNY light up performance at Chinatown and they were
recruiting dancers to do a hiphop mass dance.
I signed Limin up for it but in the end joined with her after much of her persuasions.
It was weird and awkward, that's all I could say.
I found the choreographer cute ( who became my exbf btw )
but was not as crazy as some other girls who kept whispering and giggling.

The dance practices went on and unexpected things happened to me.
I found F, stopped smoking and made friends with a bunch of really fun people, Boss family.
Life was woo lah lah, and I wished school wouldn't start.

All good things come to an end.
My fault in fact.

Anyway, F left and i was in a mess, how big no one will ever know.
Perhaps my close friends would know slightly more.
I was left with a tired heart, just waiting for the days to pass.
Hate it when time crawls so slowly and you still have to wake up realizing what you've lost and being sad all over again.

Went for my first ever class at Oschool , Gin's reggae I.
The way I feel about Dance and what it means to me changed, a lot. Undescribable kind of lot.
I can't summarise it but if I'm really bored I might do something like this again
and talk more about that.

I found a new goal, a new passion in life C:
Am working hard at Danzpeople, I wanna see how far I can go with my 100% put in.
A chance to be in the crew, not gonna let it slip away.
Wanna be versatile, am working as hard in AIDE too.
No prayers go unanswered.

Okay i bet you regret reading my long naggy post !
But it's really summarized already. And I'm just bored ok {:
Just to do something to kill my boredom, not to satisfy your curiosity. So too bad if you did not enjoy reading it haha.

There goes my trip to the flyer.....
Sad ttmax. (Thankgod, I did not continue the knit and pearl thing.)
If I reach 5 turn downs like her, I'm really gonna explode.

Ok, in the end my Saturday was spent at UCC watching Next Wave.
Phoned Sistic really last minute, the day before actually,
and got pretty bad seats, though I paid like the best price.
Owell. With my happier plans cancelled, how worst can it get?
I (L) the gothic swirls btw. Hee

On a happier note,
byebye old wrinkled naval---->hello to chio turqoise crystal muah C:

Caught Time Traveller's Wife today, with half of the crew after practice.
It's really sad but heartwarming.
I was very touched, so you wouldn't wanna imagine how much this crybaby teared.

SCHOOL TMR AHHHHHHH HMK GOSH OMG SOMEBODY SAVE ME.
Stop getting on my nerves stopstopstopstopstopknocknockbangbang

Okay, I decided to put a tagboard up after much persuasions. Haha!
Well... I'm also interested in who's reading C:
So if you're reading just leave me a tag, random one will do.
Like your name and i was here or wtv. Tyvm! hahaha.
I'm just bored okay.
If nobody tags then I guess I'm really talking to the wall and I should just close down the whole blog. Muaha.

Exams are around the corner, 3 weeks nooooo.
And I'm still slacking this week,
will only start to mug like hell on next week hahaha.

Yesssss, I've got my Num bag. 50% discount HAHAHA

When life gives you a dream beyond your expectations,
it is not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.
Please suprise me like before, will you? :C

Ticktock, I.Need.More.Time.Argh.

Miaow miaow miaow.

Some people are just too oblivious about how irritating they can be.
Either she's really dumb or she's pretending to not notice.
Hahaha. Just read, laughed, and couldn't help but read more.
Ok I know I'm mean, but I'm sure I'm not the only one who thinks this way :P

Bang bang.
I'm happy yet sad yet disappointed yet puzzled and worried.
Sometimes I wonder if the problem really lies with me..
Maybe I'm just not born to be a perfectionist or the better of the crowd.
Ever since I was involved in activities or commitments that no doubt,
involves a certain amount of competition, I'm always lagging behind.
Be it past or present.
Be it netball, studies or dance.
Maybe I'm not just born with a smooth road ahead.
Oh well, I shouldn't be blaming on anything else thou,
perhaps more hard work, effort and concentration will help?
I hope so, I don't wanna go back to how I used to feel :C
Patience? Slow and steady?
Crap. I don't have time for that.

Bbuucckk Uupp T.kexin !
Oh yes, I'm slacking on my practice already :C
Have to be more constant !

But I'm happy C:
I think I'm crazy.
But who cares, I'm happy. Thatz all that matters. Woo !

Changi Chalet

My Dad didn't allow me to go at first cause it was kind of last min.
Well, not exactly ok ! Cause Mummy knew it much earlier, just that I didn't have the time to tell him.
But I'm glad she managed to rush back on time from Malaysia so YAY I could go and Dad can't stop me. NEH NEH NI POO POO C:

Rise and shine, woke up early to pack my stuffz.
We reached there at 2 or 3 i guess.
And headed straight to the beach. YAY

The sand was soft, the water was cooling,
everything was okay untill...
I SAW TWO HUGE POOP.
Huge as in it had to be some mankind's leftover.
Gosh, imagine if I stepped on it. OMG OMG OMG OK.
Inconsiderate humans :C

Janser and Amirul took turns to piggyback me back,
I was super lazy to walk back okay. Far know !
But unfortunately I'm fat, yes F.A.T hence I ended up walking the other half back.
Lousy lah you two ! D:

The rest of the time before barbeque was spent on games.
Guitar hero, Naruto, Taken, Wrestling, Poker.
If you know me well enough, I dislike games !
And everyone else seems to like it so much.
So I was walking around, lying here and there,
trying to fit in when I can but left within 5 minutes.
Games are B.O.R.I.N.G : That's all I can say.

Barbeque we ate ofcourse.
EAT AND EAT AND EAT.
I felt like the cats who kept coming back to our pits,
ok maybe I'm worse muaha.

I bullied a cat. ANIMAL ABUSE! But I really can't stand it's tail,
so big bushy and irritating.
So.. I threw my watermelon at it. Hehe
And it ran away not turing back. Woo I win.

There was a mini Talentime.
Ms chew performed together with Ms zhang and Ms liauw :O
Videos, get it from Priya !
A cheater bug called me and saved me from the cleaning up part,
and I spent quite some time catching up with him. Hahaha C:
OKAY AND I THINK SOMEONE WAS PISSED AT ME,
IM SORRY LAH. NO POINT EMO THE WHOLE TIME RIGHT,
NOT WORTH IT I TOLD YOU A MILLION TIMES ALREADY.
I'M NOT THE ONE.

Conclusion : I Luv My Class C: And I Miss ________.

Blogger is driving me crazy.
Ok whatever.
Don't blame me for my wordy post,
like they say, a picture depicts a thousand words.
I can't even post a single, pathetic photo ( fxckyou blogger, yes you )
so here's my thousand words.

Start.
I srsly ate alot yesterday, LIKE ALOT kind of lot.
Bubble tea -> Strawberry smoothie -> KFC -> Pastamania ->Steamboat
Okay not alot actually but my meals are really irregular.

Basically it's screwed up, I mean like who eats steamboat at 1am ??
And 3 meals for dinner is crazy, haha.

Had practice for the coming show at 9,
spent a lot of time trying to pose at the mirror with Fiona.
We're just too nervous for the photoshoot at night HAHA

Left Danz for Suntec and met up with Nikkie.
Made it just in time and obviously there weren't nice spots left.

But Pat was really nice, he signalled for me to come over.
And kindly shifted the whole table backwards so that I could get the best view ever.
Hahaha right in front of the judges table, wee thankz C:

Sebas and co couldn't recognise me. Sad !
To me, Semis is a must watch cause it's the point when many teams will be out after that. I like Dramats and If you're.. hands. Really creative. Hee.

Maybe trying so hard isn't worth it after all.
I feel so dumb for being so easily affected/ pleased by the slightest things.
But honestly, I was really happy to see you.
Zhili said, you see she's only 14 already so emo.
Yeah, maybe your side of irrinoying people were right,
I'm only 14, maybe I shouldn't be so ambitious the next time round.
And dear reader if you have no idea what I'm talking about, don't make foolish guesses okay? (Hint : I'm 14. Biggest clue ever)

Pee came to find me after that and we went down for KFC with Zhili and friend C:
The biggest satelite ever, Zhili. Haha
I'm glad she told me things I wouldn't have realised so soon. Winkz*

Headed to PA and got ready for the photoshoot.
Met really nice and fun people like luke, john, the nice babe who did my hair and others C:
Luke drove us to Cineleisure after that and we settled down at Pastamania.
Went for a search for Fiona brother's birthday gift and ...
we saw Erwin shopping alone HAHA
I like fun and non-egoistic dancers YAY

Left them and Dad drove us home.
Was so tired that I did not realise when Pee and Fiona got down.
But despite my desperation to sleep, eating still comes first.
Thus, tankexin had steamboat all by herself in the living room at 1 am.
HAHAHA slap me please :P

Today will be stay home Sunday for me,
time to rest and chill and hopefully, mug for my coming exams.

End.
Wordcount : 422
I failed to deliver a full picture D:

Blogger is disappointing me again.
I can't upload anything :C
Kexin.t hates you.

Yesterday was fun.
Quite well done I guess, given the fact that we had to get it done in less than a week.
I sweated alot lor, nervous + i'm a natural tap = disaster.
Wanted to kill myself, haha.
Great job darlings, love you maxxxx. Xoxo.

Danzpeople gathering on Sunday was fun too.
Yay, i got to know the rest better.
Well, at least I rmb their names ! C:
Was inspirational also, really wanna work harder now.
Won't forget what Becky said,
Everyone will have their low moments,
but it's a sign that you're going to improve really soon.
So don't give up !
Luv everyone there yay !
Bitch, cheerup C: