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Tuesday, September 22, 20093:14 PM

This is going to be a really just-for-fun post which might make no sense at all to you
but it's everything of me. You might even get bored or doze off or just navigate yourself away
before finishing half of it. So think twice, don't wanna read? Byebye.

After reading my own Facebook note again ( which I just deleted a while ago, too bad if you didn't catch a glimpse of it ), I decided to look back and rake up the past.
My fourteen fine years, oh boy I sound like an old granny though I'm not even allowed into NC16 movies yet. Don't laugh!

I'm not going to talk much about my first 4 years because apparently I don't remember much.
Only memories were going to Genting frequently and the fact that I'm Malaysian so I spent my first 1 to 2 years before coming to SG there, under the care of my Dad's elder sister.

Kindergarten was memorable I must say.
I had a bestfriend named Theresa.
We lost contact untill last year ( Miracle ! Ok maybe not since SG is so small. )
Not as close as before though.

I liked a boy named J, ( ew bad taste....feel like killing myself nowww ) but he didn't like
me so I looked out of my window and prayed to the stars at night hoping he would like me someday.
But he didn't in the end so people please don't pray to the stars, tried hard but failed.

There was an incident I remember clearly as well, I took a pair of scissors and snipped off
a little bit of my fringe ( mind you I was already having bangs ), and when my classmates
cheered and laughed, I snipped more and eventually got reprimanded by my teacher and my Mum came down.

First day at Evergreen Primary, I met Hazel, my new bestfriend.
And Alicia was unfortunately my love rival and we fought for C. ( shes gonna kill me haha)
She lost btw and I lost interest in C and went for N. Puppy luv.
I went through alot with Hazel though I'm starting to forget the details but
I do remember her as a really sweet and nice bestfriend. ( miss you babe! )

Joined Netball at Primary 3, Mrs Tong ( who was still Ms Koh at that time ) called
for a few ofus and told us that she felt we had the potential and all.
As time passed, Ainsley, Monessha and alot more came in.
I worked my way up slowly, from a reserve to a main player.
Wing Defence, i remember was my favourite position aside from playing GS with Ainsley.
We trained hard and our greatest accomplishment was 3rd in Nationals.
Apart from all the conflicts, they're the best team mates, friends and sisters you can ever get.
I miss going on trips to Malaysia and Australia (L).

Ooooh one more thing, I remember being really horrible when I was P6.
A few guys thought that they were really funny and went around calling girls whores or prostitutes. Ok primary school crap but when they got to me, I got extremely pissed off with them and got
Adeline to help me teach them a lesson, she came with her friends and sister.
There was a big commotion and bang, police came.

First day at AI, I came with a very typical "ahlian" face, thats what they say.
Limin attempted to lend me a pin to clip up my dangling bleached brown fringe but I
insisted that I don't want it. Haha unfriendly me.

A girl caught my attention, she had a really irritating face,
first thing that came to my mind " walao eh, why my class got this kind of ppl "
and she was Jamie. HAHAHA she disliked me too btw. Irritation at first sight!

I provoked many and disliked many.
First few months was disastrous untill I met YJ,
and slowly built friendships with those I provoked.
Still thankful for everything he did for me hee.

Not interested in the CCAs this school offered so I was left with no choice,
but to take netball once again. Didn't feel like working with new team mates though.
Played under the C div and I did not bother to work hard at all.
Everything came easy, thanks to the trainings I had during Primary school.
Time passed and it was enjoyable at times.
I miss those heart to heart talks with Elaine and crapping with Sheryl and Sufiah.

Suddenly there was a big change in my life........

Limin told me about how fun her dance camp was and all,
and I had this sudden urge to join dance just to escape this sport ( for 5 years )
Honestly to me, dance was just slacking and aircon. Hahaha.

Tada, I was in Modern Dance! With absolutely zero techniques.
I just went wow at everything everyone else could do.
Splits, turns, even the most pathetic using of both hands to touch the ground while standing.
I couldn't do any of that but I didn't care much.

SSA had this CNY light up performance at Chinatown and they were
recruiting dancers to do a hiphop mass dance.
I signed Limin up for it but in the end joined with her after much of her persuasions.
It was weird and awkward, that's all I could say.
I found the choreographer cute ( who became my exbf btw )
but was not as crazy as some other girls who kept whispering and giggling.

The dance practices went on and unexpected things happened to me.
I found F, stopped smoking and made friends with a bunch of really fun people, Boss family.
Life was woo lah lah, and I wished school wouldn't start.

All good things come to an end.
My fault in fact.

Anyway, F left and i was in a mess, how big no one will ever know.
Perhaps my close friends would know slightly more.
I was left with a tired heart, just waiting for the days to pass.
Hate it when time crawls so slowly and you still have to wake up realizing what you've lost and being sad all over again.

Went for my first ever class at Oschool , Gin's reggae I.
The way I feel about Dance and what it means to me changed, a lot. Undescribable kind of lot.
I can't summarise it but if I'm really bored I might do something like this again
and talk more about that.

I found a new goal, a new passion in life C:
Am working hard at Danzpeople, I wanna see how far I can go with my 100% put in.
A chance to be in the crew, not gonna let it slip away.
Wanna be versatile, am working as hard in AIDE too.
No prayers go unanswered.

Okay i bet you regret reading my long naggy post !
But it's really summarized already. And I'm just bored ok {:
Just to do something to kill my boredom, not to satisfy your curiosity. So too bad if you did not enjoy reading it haha.

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